My Everything or May Flowers...by tiavi rudow may1 2013

      my everythng ...
                      tiavi  2013 first of may....

          Winsome light flows from thy face under moon reflecting grace....
           pallid skin of grand design...fearfully and wonderfully sublime..
      oh dearest love my delight...to loose myself in your presence....
my breath my life and sustenance my hope my joy my efflorescence...
 Oh the colours the design the bouquet ,the flowers you bring forth from the deep ,from within me...
                                        you are my everything!  Tiavi Rudow may1 2013

as writting this today..the spirit gave me the word efflorescence....which means

Date: 1626 1 a : the action or process of developing and unfolding as if coming into flower : BLOSSOMING b : an instance of such development c : fullness of manifestation : CULMINATION 2 : the period or state of flowering 3 : the process or product of efflorescing chemically

I love this!...Jesus ...the holy spirit is bringing flowers forth this year...the beauty within ..within you ..will be seen...the flowering....the art the creativity...all the treasures he placed within you...You are a masterpiece :)

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Haha i just saw this ... today is may first....april showers bring may flowers...get ready...!

Love u guys...tiavi

EXCITING..TFCOTLD UPDATE april 2013

TFCOTLD UPDATE april 2013

I am excited to tell you tfcotld is not dead.. we have fresh vision and direction for the years to come..and continuing even more effectively our desire to raise up leaders in all areas but especially in the underground /subculture area..also tfcotld has always reached everyone off all diff jandras styles backgrounds and ages that had one thing in common they felt like outcasts...we have been called to the outcast because as the word says(1cor 1) God chooses the simple to confound the wise the week to put to shame the strong..you see then we dont glory in and put on ers of LOOK WHAT I CAN DO....or get all holier than though and forget grace......

     WE have stopped local meetings for tfcotld...we are going to focus more on global again...God has put in my heart to create a resource book and possibly an online class that will focus on being a foundation for small tfcotld rebel groups around the world...its our desire to activate people...get them taking action...being Christs hands and feet...and doing it in creative ways...through art music etc...i want to see people excited about seeing jesus move in them and through them...seeing hurting people healed around the globe...getting to be a part of that....that excites me..you see satan wants to suck out the life get us feeling down sick unworthy..so we never realise our potential to CHANGE THE WORLD...for good for GOd for love.. but i say to hell with him ..lets live the dream...let love over take you and rise up on HIS wings...now is your time its not to late!
   
         God has told us to return to our the beginning...thats what we were, a small rebel group not caring about the established order...only orders from headquarters...and in the beginning 15 years ago , he said to us take the church to the people because the people are the church...!! so begins a new chapter of the unfolding saga..the great adventure... i encourage you to give..to be a blessing to this ministry ...we have always worked with people who dont have much and money isnt our goal...but it is a good thing to be a giver even the little you can..because a life style of giving is a blessing to you and to others...! lets join hands and hearts and be the love revolutionaries God created us to be!!! more coming soon....

                                                   love, tiavi rudow (ceo)

                      PS ..the resource book will focus on a foundation of grace which i find lacking in so much of the "underground" scene..grace is the good news...that without it you have only another religion which you must work to earn a crumb from heavens table...i want to see people awakened to grace, Gods great love for them...and knowing who they are in Christ..knowing their authority in his name..knowing that salvation is not just a ticket to an after event....the event starts now..the party is now...healing in every area of our lives...peace that passses all understanding..joy unspeakable..haha!!!


let him empower you today , remember its his strength...

1cor 1:27 (GODS WORD TRANSLATION)
But God chose what the world considers nonsense to put wise people to shame. God chose what the world considers weak to put what is strong to shame.

2013....new years day...revelation

New years day 2012 Dont even try to find direction..just find me...dont focus on how is this going to happen but instead on him who can make it hapen... As you loose yourself in me you will find everythng else....remember seek ye first the kingdom of god and all these things will be added...what is the kingdom....place where the king has dominion...rules....his presence....where every chain falls and every blessing flows... Read the parable of mary and martha.... Now see your brain as martha and your heart spirit as mary.....give martha a rest and kill that demon of stress...spend time in play..thats whaT the Spirit is saying being in the spirit is ...no guilt...no" im so sorrry god".. thats mind again ..just a relization that u are wholly loved and get lost in that...in love himself ..lost at his feet then u have found the best what cannot be taken away...everything u worry about will come and go...but his presence...and the life that comes to you from it will remain... Let your new years plan be to have no plans....... Take care to be careles.... See yourself going no where and you will go far... Stress will have no more defeating power over you Your health will improve....creativity will flow....more will be gained in thiss dance in this play..then in your own effort and strain....so look to me in 2013..let my presence your great quest be.....

careless......aug 15 2012...

light as a feather now floating free...release all my cares to thee to thee....careless...headless....you are my head...free to dance free to play freee as a child on a rainy day....loving the beauty the sound of the rain...running unfettered to splash and to play....awwwe....you took all my cares away....headless you are my head.....careless...i can hear you speak in this place....of peace.....i feel alive again here at your feet....   tiavi.. aug 15 2012

no way out of this.....word for aug 15 2012

caught in the cacophony of heaven lost in the corridors of bliss...no way out of this.i cant resist....no way out of this.. Eden...

dancingcaught in the cacophony of heaven lost in the corridors of bliss...no way out of this.i cant resist....no way out of this.. Eden...

dancing with the angels...holding love so close... in union with my savior....i cant resist i can resist....here the sounds in the distant.. you to are beckoned nie...loose your self in abandonment...come come heed the holy cry....the yearning for all to return home and join this celestial celebration whhhheeew ...tiavi aug 15 2012

drink deeep breath the sweet bliss of heaven....awe  we are given to taste of the bliss to come now !!!!!
^{romans 8:23 amp vers}

²³ And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come] 

e angels...holding love so close... in union with my savior....i cant resist i can resist....here the sounds in the distant.. you to are beckoned nie...loose your self in abandonment...come come heed the holy cry....the yearning for all to return home and join this celestial celebration whhhheeew ...tiavi aug 15 2012

drink deeep breath the sweet bliss of heaven....awe  we are given to taste of the bliss to come now !!!!!
^{romans 8:23 amp vers}

²³ And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come] 

word for today 8-9-2012

wanton sleep vanishing....the distant wind is whispering ...closer closer then you think...the mighty man is awakening...within within...eyes long sealed...under lock under key now opening....come oh sweet sound ..rain on weary ground...come oh saviour come...gather the wounded the broken ...the dead...breath breath...till life comes again... tiavi 8- 9--2012

prt 2
hope is calling sweet children of the night..love has not forgotten you.. as those who reject u...those who masquerade as my voice ..their talk is cheap...their words barren wombs..they dont share my heart ..they have their fathers eyes..loveless...blinded by lies...

devotions of the dead

darkness falls in viscid places the lurid dance of the faceless ..shadows fall cast their gloom yet reminds me that light still looms...haha hope awaits the darkest places..hope remains so invasive...come oh love and do not delay...enter thick and sticky places, the hole we cant seem to escape...only a saviour could lead us away from this prison form this pain and bring us home and make us whole again!!!!!

thank you lord that even the darkness is light to you....even if i make my bed in hell you are there....you never leave nor forsake..!

                              read....psalm 139:8 and 12                  
                                                                                   tiavi rudow